I yearn to become the fire, to burn and flicker and dance and disappear, 
You are near,
I yearn to become the mountains and feel my solid grounding, ancient and still, 

I yearn to fly like a flock of birds…

There was a time when all was lost, 
The pain cut so deep, 
The Earth we forgot,
Of this violent wound we were born, 
Of this self destruction, 
This living porn, 
Out of this guilt and shame for what we…

I am human, sometimes twisted in your eyes, 
only a stepping stone upon which you pass by, 
I give you this heart and tolerate your lies, 

This innocent beating beauty that was given by the first moments of life,
Shaped…

Envelope me in your fluid embrace, 

erase my face, 

my birth place and my race, 

burn my past and leave no trace for I am nothing but this infinite dance of colour shining from across your page, 

red, pink, orange…

Life came to me like a ray of sunlight miraculously breaking through a black night, 
Like an egg slowly breaking open into light, 
Like an uncontrollable tear streaming down a blessed face, 
Angels sing in chorus, 
Life came to me…

Glistening, 
I am carried, 
As I rest upon the soulful murmurings of her watery heart, 
undulating restfully in the stillness somewhere between east and west, 
silvery nectars dancing sparkles of splaying sunlight, a call to prayer, 
the vastness of the…

A song which gives rise and rebirth, 
what was once heavy and immoveable becomes light and whirling like a thousand ballerinas drawn into a heavenly light, 
a crack has appeared in this thick darkness that once felt like everything, 
now…

Stand tall and be still, 
When the sky is falling and sunlight is finding only impenetrable shadows, 
Stand tall and be still, 
When the plan has taken its last breath and you find yourself looking into the eyes of death, …

I am this beauty, 
pouring and flowing through time and space, 
the texture of melted silk, 
crying and smiling, 
sailing across the ocean with no destination, 
just a heart that longs for something it has never known, 
just the feeling…

Listening To Life 

As I listen to life, as I receive from life, I become more present in my life. 
As I listen to life, as I receive life and as life receives me, I grow more alive. 
As…

I speak now as a man and as myself, 
I am sorry that I oppressed you, 
I was afraid of your awesome power, 
I was afraid of being overwhelmed by my mother, 
So I manipulated and lied to keep myself…

Childlike in your innocent fluidity, 
Dancing vibrant colours into this worldly insanity, 
The tips of your hairs reaching for stars, 
You are a dance of flames fantastically flickering bright sparks of faceless wonder, 
Wildness and wonder, 
Winds carry wounded women…